Ever lie on your blog?

IMG_0508I just had a funny thing happen to me last night.  I typed a lie because it sounded more sexy than the truth.  Before I even completed the sentence, I said to myself, “c’mon, get honest”.   Truth is, I want to “keep it real and be totally honest”, but there’s a part of me that doesn’t want to show weakness.  I gotta get over that quick.

So I fessed up and told the truth.

My final thought, if your not being totally honest, your lying.  If you’re going to lie on your blog when you say you’re being honest, what’s the point?

 

Stress leads to personal inventory and change.

IMG_0491Funny how life throws you curve balls.  Little unexpected events that make you re-think everything.  If you follow this blog, you probably noticed that I haven’t been posting as much content lately.  The reason is simple.  I’ve been busy doing a personal inventory, as a result of my hospital stay.  It has led me to some startling revelations.

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Wet noodle brain. Boss in the middle. – Prayer challenge day 9. Wrap up.

IMG_0455I am writing to reflect on my last post.  I just re-read it and first of all, I don’t know why I was surprised God could give me a message in 6 minutes.  I mean, He’s God.  He can do anything.  I should have said, “surprisingly, I heard God’s message.”

The other thing I thought about was the fact that I am really tired right now.  After traveling through two time zones and having to re-adjust, the thoughts in my mind Have turned negative and angry.  I started thinking about going to work tomorrow and every negative thing about my job was pouring into my head.  My thoughts ended with me wondering if my local church was hiring…

Right then, I pinpointed my frustrations to me being tired, as opposed to my job being horrible.  I have a really good job and career.  I am grateful and blessed.  My hope is to fall asleep very soon so that I can get back in my “war room” tomorrow morning.  And if you don’t get the “war room” reference, please rent and watch the movie.  I know that Christian movies can be a little cheesy at times, because they can make any kind of miracle happen.  It’s a movie.  But I liked this one.

My message for tonight is that leaders need sleep.  Only you know how much you personally need.  For me, 6 hours gets it done.  I can’t sleep longer than that.  However much sleep you need, make sure you get it in.  Or you may as well prepare to have a sub-par day, with negative thoughts coming out of nowhere.

You’re defenses against the obstacles of this world are not as strong, when your mind is operating like a wet noodle.

You can’t win by accident.

IMG_0415Being a winner is such an “on purpose” thing.  It’s a habit and a mindset.   Winning takes practice, persistence, faith and focus.  It’s not going to happen by accident. There are many people out here working very hard to ensure you don’t have accidental success.

That’s why things worth having are hard to attain.  You don’t accidentally come in first place.  People don’t accidentally complete the project.  Teams don’t accidentally win championships.  These things take concentrated effort and sacrifice.

As a boss in the middle, you have to remember that no one is going to give you anything.  You need to go hard.  You need to go wisely.

You can only trust God 100%, so keep Him first!

The spiritual war continues… (Posting an update to this from March 2017)

IMG_0365I am still in the middle of a spiritual war. It can be very painful. I feel my soul being torn part. 1 Corinthians 16:13-14 gave me peace and encouragement tonight. The verses enlightened me to the fact that, while in the midst of this struggle, I can change my thought pattern.

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Don’t apologize for doing you.

IMG_0413So, I took a break from blogging for a bit.  No reason.  Just took a break.  At first I felt a little guilty, like the people following me would be angry or unfollow me because I wasn’t writing every few days.  Like it’s all about me.  I was trying to figure out how to apologize, then I realized something…

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